6th March . (not the blog of the day)




!ShoutItOut!

its supposed to be my secret but i cant hold it any longer . hope sab nadia reads this , youre the only one who understands me , i guess .

ive been keeping my sorrows behind every smile & laughter .. no one knows it ; ive been praised for being so happy-go-lucky . but it was all fake smiles , fake laughters , trying my best to hide my feelings . sometimes when im with youh , hafiz , i feel like running away , somewhere far for youh to find me . but i start thinking , am i running from the truth / reality or was i running from the fact that i love youh ? it all started because of haikal .. i just dont wish to talk about him , i dont want hafiz to know anything about this , but yeah .

sometimes i lie to Indah saying im sad cause hafiz blablabla .. but they werent true at all ; its bacause it made me think about haikal , i dont want hafiz to get involved .. what'll happen if i were to leave him all alone in the dark ?

Indah , if youre reading this , im srry for lying and dont tell anything to hafiz ..

Nadia , if youre reading this ; youh know how i feel . so confused , i hope youh were here with me . talking & fake laughing like we used to ..


reena confused . should i just let go ? is it time to forget and move on without youh ?

Labels: should i let go ?

6th March . (not the blog of the day)




!ShoutItOut!

its supposed to be my secret but i cant hold it any longer . hope sab nadia reads this , youre the only one who understands me , i guess .

ive been keeping my sorrows behind every smile & laughter .. no one knows it ; ive been praised for being so happy-go-lucky . but it was all fake smiles , fake laughters , trying my best to hide my feelings . sometimes when im with youh , hafiz , i feel like running away , somewhere far for youh to find me . but i start thinking , am i running from the truth / reality or was i running from the fact that i love youh ? it all started because of haikal .. i just dont wish to talk about him , i dont want hafiz to know anything about this , but yeah .

sometimes i lie to Indah saying im sad cause hafiz blablabla .. but they werent true at all ; its bacause it made me think about haikal , i dont want hafiz to get involved .. what'll happen if i were to leave him all alone in the dark ?

Indah , if youre reading this , im srry for lying and dont tell anything to hafiz ..

Nadia , if youre reading this ; youh know how i feel . so confused , i hope youh were here with me . talking & fake laughing like we used to ..


reena confused . should i just let go ? is it time to forget and move on without youh ?

Labels: should i let go ?

REENA VILLA SANCHEZ

On cyberspace , i`m known as Reena Villa Sanchez . Candles are lit up for me every 6 Dec . I think i`m a guy trapped in a girl`s body , which makes me gay(: . Imma Lysian , & proud of it . Owned by th cutest . Be jealous , bitches . I have a mindset which wont allow me to forget about my baby monkeys ♥ . Im a person full of curiousity . Friends , Family , Super girls , Danial Syukri ♥ . Anti-social ? Not my type . My blogg , i talk . Dont like ? Fvck off . Tagg yaw ? & fvckingly HATE mcspicy . Deal with that , peepos (:


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